
During my second semester of
college, I encountered the first teacher that really made me think. She incorporated many of the characteristics
that Emerson mentioned in the American
Scholar; she created an environment that fostered creative learning. I was to write a paper after sitting outside
for about an hour, the subject had to come from the nature I experienced in
that hour. Another assignment was
writing a paper based on Jonathan Swift’s “Modest Proposal”, I was to write a
proposal that was original to solve a problem in the world as I saw it. These assignments and many more like it from
this particular teacher were challenging at the time, but because of them I
grew as a student and gained more confidence for other assignments.
In contrast, my US Politics,
History, and Psychology classes were not as engaging. I would be hard pressed to tell you more than
3 things that I learned from those classes.
I am a good student with a decent memory, so I received excellent scores
in all of these subjects. The reason
that I cannot recall any information, in my opinion, is that I am also good at
forgetting what I don’t use or care about.
There was more work to do in these online classes than in the aforementioned
English class in many ways, but I did not retain any of it. I remembered enough to take my test, then
moved on, leaving the knowledge behind.
I had all the resources I needed to learn and retain; the fault for that
loss of information is mine.
I have given you two examples
from the same college experience, one of an American Scholar as Emerson
describes and one of just a mere thinker.
My college experience has been one of learning not only about the
subject matter presented to me, but of personal growth. I am learning who I am, what I can do, and where
I can improve. My personal belief is that
the responsibility of a person’s college experience rests mostly on them. I think that it is the teacher’s job to
facilitate an environment of learning, but it is up to the student to learn. Emerson describes a person who is always
learning; a man who goes beyond the classroom and lives life creative and
curious and thoughtful. I am the American
Scholar, sometimes.